Thursday, 24 December 2020

Christmas 2019: The Man Who Was Somebody

 

They used to laugh at him. They had never spoken to him nor did they know his name. ‘They’ were Steve Joseph and his mates. ‘Him’ was the guy in the pub, their local, The Grapes. He had always been there, always alone, and usually at the same table, the one in the alcove next to the fire.

Steve had moved to the area in 2012, just before the London Olympics, and, not entirely by coincidence, the nearest pub ticked many of the right boxes. It was walking distance, in fact a very short walk, barely three minutes at a good pace. It sold a good scrumpy cider on tap (Steve only drinks cider), had a pool table, outside garden, good jukebox, and a reputation for keeping trouble out. Gone were the days when a dozen pints and a flare up were the hallmarks of a good night out. He and Amy had been together for eighteen months at that stage and were thinking long term about starting a family.

That said, it didn’t stop Steve being in the pub five or six nights a week. Not necessarily all night, but often for a quick one or two after work, plus a big session on Tuesday, when he would play pool with Wayne, Darren, Sandeep and Big Cliff. On Fridays Amy would come with him, Saturday was usually another big night plus Sunday lunchtime, again with Amy. All the girls would be there on Sunday, the gang all partnered up, except for Big Cliff, and they’d usually all have a roast around about 3pm.

What did curtail his frequency at the Grapes, however, was the arrival of Saul in 2014 and then Kirsty a couple of years later. But Steve was still what you’d call a regular, a known face, on first name terms with Pat and Carole, the hosts.

They had enjoyed so many great nights in there down the years and present at all of them, but partaking in none, was the guy in the alcove.

I expect you’re guessing that we’re leading up to something. That Steve and the guy are going to collide one way or another. Correct. It was just over four weeks ago. Amy was at her parents with the kids and Steve had finished work early and fancied a pint. Big Cliff had gone down with glandular fever, Wayne and Darren had said it was no-go, Aaron, a work colleague of Darren and a newcomer to their little crew couldn’t make it either, but Sandeep had said he’d be down later.

Pat had just put a Somerset cider on called Cloudy Kate, 7.2%, and it was going down very well. Steve had fed a quid in the jukebox and picked out a couple of oldies by the Mystery Jets and Vampire Weekend. Just as he was finishing his second Sandeep texted “Sorry bruv no visa 2night c u tomorrow.” Steve’s braincells hadn’t debated for long whether to have another or call it a night. Another it is, but perhaps just the one.

The Grapes had just started filling up. The lot from HSBC had just come in. It looked like someone’s leaving do, Carole had laid up a table with some grub and a girl called Rosie from a hen night was getting served at the other end of the bar. Rosie had gone out with someone Steve had been at school with. He hadn’t seen her (or the school pal) for years and assumed she either hadn’t noticed him or hadn’t recognised him. Then again, perhaps she had recognised him and wilfully feigned obliviousness.

Pat nodded to Steve to indicate he was next and pointed to the Cloudy Kate pump. Steve nodded and gave the thumbs up. He pulled some shrapnel from his pocket to see if he had the right money. Not quite. He reached into his back pocket on his left side for his wallet and pulled out a twenty just as our other man, the alcove drinker, drew up alongside him.

The two nodded at each other and each uttered an instinctive greeting. The alcove man had said “Evening” in a bold confident tone, whilst Steve’s “A’right” was more of a mumble. Why was this the first time the two of them had ever exchanged any gesture or word, Steve wondered? Can it really have been the only time in all these years that the two of them have found themselves at the bar together at the same time? A very quick delve into the memory bank couldn’t recall any instances, but then again, would I have ever noticed him, he thought?

“Guinness?”

It had come out without forethought. Drinker’s instinct. When he would think back to this moment he had no idea what had prompted him to pose the question.  There must be a reason, must there? Some unknown spirit had propelled Steve to offer the man a drink. A man he’d never in seven years spoken to before now.

“Eh?”

“You’re a Guinness man aren’t ya? I’m just getting one.”

“Ah, no worries, I’ll get me own.”

“It’s okay, I’ll get one. Pat, Patrick, a Guinness as well please.” And he pointed at the man’s empty glass.

“Ah, you shouldn’t. But thank you. Thanks, that’s very good of you.”

“Well, it’s almost Christmas isn’t it.”

The man didn’t respond to the statement of festive fact. Actually, it wasn’t even Advent yet, but Carole had already put up the tree, tinsel and garlands.  There then followed what almost became an awkward silence. Ice that had been frozen solid for seven years had been cracked, but neither had yet fallen through.

And things might well have stayed icy had Steve not let his pint slip straight through his hands the moment Pat handed it to him. As anyone who has lost even a quarter of a pint will know, a little liquid covers a large area. In this case the Guinness guy took the lot. Trousers soaked.

“Jesus Christ!”

That was Steve. He said it very loudly so that everyone couldn’t help but hear. Even the hen party. All eyes looked in his direction. And then they looked at the man with wet trousers.

And with perfect comic timing he looked down, then looked up and deadpan simply said, “You’re right, it is his birthday soon.”

Steve, before he could profess how desperately sorry he was, was baffled. “Eh?”

“You were just saying that it’s almost Christmas.” And, far from furious, the guy with the sodden trousers was actually grinning.

The penny dropped. Yes, indeed, the birth of Jesus Christ, but never mind that, Steve was so sorry, he’d soaked your trousers. The other guy kept saying it was no problem, these things happen, I’ve had worse. No, honestly, it’s really not a problem and Steve kept saying he was sorry. Pat pulled another pint. Maggie fetched a pair of Pat’s jeans and insisted that Nick get changed out the back.

We now know that his name is Nick.

“You know this could catch on, accessorising denim with cider.” It made Steve, Paul and Maggie laugh. The man who hadn’t said a dickie bird to anyone for seven years had cracked two jokes in a minute, albeit two bone dry jokes.

And with Sandeep confined to barracks the two drinkers began to chat. And Steve wasn’t allowed to go without Nick having the opportunity to return the favour. That’s the buying of his next drink, not his next clothing accessory. And the two found, over the next two hours, that though they had little in common other than a taste for alcohol and a liking for The Grapes’ hospitality, they had much to talk about.

Nick found out that Steve works “in windows”. “Fitting or sales?” Steve laughed. “People always say that. Dressing. I’m head of a team of two. We dress the window displays in John Lewis in the town centre.” Yes, it is a full-time job. People always seem surprised to hear that. He also heard how Steve and Amy met, what brought them to this part of town, why they chose to buy the house in Rose Terrace and, of course, he heard all about Saul and Kirsty, now five and three.

After the best part of an hour, (and another pint) Steve finally says, “So what about you?”

“Me? You want to know about me?”

“Yes, of course.”

“Well, where do we start? I’m nobody, really. I have no wife, no children, no family and I don’t work. But I haven’t always been nobody. I used to be some-body.” And he says it like that. Like it’s two words. Some and body.

Steve chokes a laugh, unsure whether that was supposed to be funny or whether he’d be offending his new drinking pal.

Steve assumed Nick was going to continue, but there is another pause, so he fills it. “What do you mean, some-body? Of course, you’re somebody. Everyone is someone.”

“Ah, no, now I’m a nobody, but I was somebody once. And do you know who I was?”

“Who?”

“I was… Father Christmas.”

And Steve lets out a huge laugh.

Nick sits motionless and expressionless. We’re starting to familiarise ourselves with Nick’s sense of humour.

“I was.” And he laughs too.

“Priceless. Come on then. Tell me more.”

Nick’s only job that he’d ever had was with the Midland Bank. He had joined them straight from school in the early 1970s and was with them for almost thirty years until they closed in 1999. He got two big payouts in the same week; one from the bank and the other from the estate of his father who’d died four months earlier. And he hasn’t lifted a finger to work since. He has no hobbies, never goes on holiday, never been married, no kids, but he does like Guinness. And Mild, but you can never get a pint of Mild these days.

“Don’t you spend all year in the workshop with your elves?”

“Ah, yes, we’re getting around to that. I was Father Christmas. I was. I used to do charity things, events, with a local group, through work. We’d organise sports days, celebrity football matches, It’s a Knockout, stuff like that. Fund raisers. People didn’t do marathons back then. And then each year they would ask around for a volunteer to be Father Christmas. In Hardy and Jefferson’s. You won’t be old enough to remember it. A big department store, huge it was. They knocked it down to build the Chequers Centre. Beautiful old building it was. I was still in my twenties but thought why not? I was happy to give it a go when no-one else stepped forward.

“And so I would get there at half eight every Saturday. They had a staff canteen and I’d have a huge breakfast, I could eat like a reindeer back then. I ate meat in those days. Big plate of bacon, sausages, black pudding, fried slice, two eggs. I’d go and get changed and make my way to the grotto and that’s it. I’d be Father Christmas all morning. Shops used to close at 1 o’clock on a Saturday back then. There would be a big line of parents and kids like a snake around the shop, out the doors and down the stairs. We were on the fourth floor I think. Whatever the top floor was. I think it had four floors, maybe five.

“And I loved it. Best job I ever had and didn’t get paid a penny. So I did it the next year and the next. It was only the four or five Saturdays before Christmas. I did it until the store closed. I don’t know what happened when the shopping centre opened, I mean I don’t know how they chose who was going to be their Santa. Hardy and Jefferson’s was a family business.

“It’s funny you saying you say you do window displays. I’m an admirer of your work. “

“Mine?”

“Oh yes, every year I make a point of checking out the Christmas windows. I go around all the shops looking at their Christmas displays. There’s something about the time of year that I love. Christmas was a very happy time for me as a boy and a young man. These days, it’s not quite the same, not having children or a family. It’s a family time, don’t you think? Steve, is it?”

“Yes, yes, Steve…” They hadn’t even swapped names but after an hour of getting to know each other, friendship bonds are forming, and names are almost superfluous.

“I thought that’s what I heard Patrick say. Nice to meet you and nice to chat to you, Steve. I’m Nick.”

“Cheers, Nick. Same. I heard Carole call you Nick. Sorry that I’ve never said hello before. I’ve seen you here enough times.”

“I’m actually Nick Saint. Not Saint Nick, Nick Saint.”

Steve gives him a look, but before he can say anything, Mr Saint continues.

“I know! It’s like I was born for the role of Saint Nicholas, although my first name is actually Archibald, I’m Archibald Nicholas Saint, but Archie was already an ancient name by the time I appeared in the 50s. I never liked that, so I’ve always been Nicholas.”

Steve is a little sceptical, as Nick cannot prove it, as he doesn’t have a driving licence or passport, but he goes with the flow.

So, Steve has a new friend. It’s the guy he and his pals used to laugh at. He can’t recall why they laughed at him. They were younger and less mature and an old guy sat on his own in silence with his thoughts was an easy target for whatever it was that used to make them laugh. Amy had told him off for doing so one night. Steve had forgotten this. He’d forgotten by the next day. He was drunk. “You’ll be like him one day” she had told him. “Trying to enjoy a quiet pint on your own, minding your own business, not doing anyone any harm. How would you like a load of young berks laughing at you?”

Nick knew that Steve and his pals had laughed at him, but that was a long time ago. They were young men on a night out. Not holding their drink as well as they thought they could. He had been like them once. He had seen them mature over the years. One of the others in their group also has toddlers. They were never allowed in pubs in the old days, youngsters. Times change. No point moaning about it. Pubs are better for not being citadels of cigarette smoke. And once upon a time you could never get anything any better that a dried cheese or ham sandwich with curly corners or a bag of salt and vinegar crisps.

I have already mentioned that this episode took place four weeks ago. A lot can happen in twenty-eight days.

In that period Steve and Nick have seen each other seventeen times, the majority of those warranted just a nod, a hello, a “how you doing?”, being that Steve was usually with his pals though he had now introduced them all to Nick so that they could all now say hi to him rather than ignore him. And he had also introduced Nick to Amy. But the two had only sat down together once more in that time.

That was on 15th December and the two sat in the alcove. Nick asked more about Steve’s profession, how had he got into that line of work, where did he get his ideas from, is he worried about the future? He had a lot of questions. Steve found it quite refreshing that someone appeared genuinely interested in his line of work. The two also exchanged tales from their childhoods and Steve found out that Nick still lives in the house in which he grew up and has never been married, though he did have a serious relationship for a couple of years at about the time he was Father Christmas.

And inevitably, when two drinkers drink in the month of December, no matter what they’re talking about, one will eventually ask the other, “So what are you doing for Christmas?”

It was Steve who asked it of Nick who then answered by asking Steve if he would like another pint. It was Nick’s turn and, naturally, the answer was an affirmative, but it was as if Nick had conveniently downed his remaining Guinness rather swiftly to engineer the transaction in order to avoid the question.

Guinness and cider refuelled, before Nick could steer the conversation elsewhere Steve rephrased the Christmas question; “So is it just you on your own at Christmas or do you go somewhere?”

This time Nick answers, after a pause. “I go nowhere. I’ve got nowhere to go. All the people I want to spend Christmas with are dead.”

That last statement sent a sobering chill through Steve. In that moment he thought of his own parents, of Amy’s, the in-laws, his children, his brother and wife, Amy’s sister and her husband and their families, plus Amy’s grandma. Seventeen people, young and old, who form their tight knit family. Does he take them for granted? What if they were suddenly not there? What if he found himself in Nick’s position of having a family of one. Nobody else to call upon, to chat with, to laugh with.

Steve immediately felt the loneliness of Nick’s situation and wished he hadn’t asked the question. The prospect or possibility of being adrift alone in the world is not something that had ever occurred to him.

As we’re learning about Nick, nothing much seems to faze him. Yes, it does cause him some sadness, a lot of sadness, but what else can one do? He cannot conjure a family from nowhere, his life’s path has led him here and he prefers being Nick Saint, age 64, lifelong resident of Rosemary Terrace, than the alternative.

He bobs up from any despondency like a buoy upon the ocean with some reminiscences of times when he wasn’t alone at Christmas. Times when he was among people very much alive even if they now be ghosts. He was an only child and enjoyed the unconditional love of two sensitive, kindly parents. There were the years when his mum would play carols at the piano and he and his dad, aunt, uncle and cousins would sing along. The years when the neighbours would all gather for mince pies and chat and laugh in the street on Christmas Eve. The tinsel tree that his mum would dress each year with more tinsel, baubles, and chocolate. The year he and his school pal Trevor Jarvis both got drunk on ginger wine, his first experience of alcohol. The year when his dad brought home their first television set. It even snowed one year on Christmas day, 1971, he thinks.

There was something, however, about the phrase “All the people I want to spend Christmas with are dead” that Steve just cannot forget. He goes to sleep with the words on his mind and they surface again the next day whilst he’s at work.

And he has an idea. He has to run it past Amy. Amy loves the idea and puts her total trust and faith in Steve that he wouldn’t dare suggest it unless he was convinced it was a good one.

We haven’t met Amy yet. Barely an inch or two over five foot in height her strength of character makes up for her slight stature. She had studied at Leeds Conservatoire, primarily piano, but also flute, but wasn’t quite proficient enough to shine as brightly as some and her first job was in fact as a nursery assistant, at which she certainly did shine. At ease with children and they with her, being able to control and educate whilst generating fun, a sense of play, fairness and sharing in her charges. Goes without saying that she’s proved a natural at motherhood.

Born in the same hospital as Steve, though seventeen months earlier, she had moved back to her parents’ house after her three years in Leeds. The two of them met in Hardy and Jefferson’s, Steve having to help out on the shop floor during a Summer staffing shortage. She had gone there for some curtain fabric as a favour for her parents and a project that she was quite excited to tackle on their behalf. Steve’s expertise in this area meant that the two of them discussed her intentions for fifteen minutes or so, Steve then not only offered some useful tips and suggestions, he rejected her first two favoured choices as being unsuitable for the project, and then sold her a cheaper but far more practical fabric.  As he bagged up the purchase and handed back her Visa card he felt a knot in his stomach, and knew he really had to ask one more question.

“Right, there you go, your bag… and your card, thank you very much. And good luck and… Uh, and, I don’t suppose you’d fancy a drink sometime, one night maybe?”

Amy blushed. She blushed easily. It was far from the first time a guy had invited her out when she barely knew him. But over the fifteen or twenty minutes they’d been chatting, she had liked this one. She really quite liked him.

That was in 2010 and things progressed fast. Steve was no jack-the-lad but nonetheless he drank too much, spent an inordinate amount of time with his mates and Amy wondered if he really liked her as much as she did him. Her doubts were misplaced. Steve was crazy about her. He drank too much and spent many many hours in The Grapes with his pals, but he also knew, at least as far as he was concerned, very early in their relationship that Amy was ‘the one’ in a way that he’d never quite felt when he had been with Gemma or Kayleigh.

They married in June 2014, the date had been set way before Amy became pregnant, though she was seven months when the big day came around.

So, back to Steve’s idea that he puts before Amy. He has kept her abreast of his chats with Nick, the man in the pub, and he begins to recount the conversation of the night before and his “All the people I want to spend Christmas with are dead.”

“I know what you’re going to say.” She said.

“What?”

“You’re going to suggest that we have him round for Christmas dinner.”

Steve laughed. “Uh, yeah. How did you know?”

“Because I love you, that’s how. I have a degree. It may be in music, but I can read you like crotchets, quavers and minims.”

He laughed again. “What do you think?”

“Sure, I think it’s a lovely idea. He seemed really nice when we chatted the other week. I trust your judgement that he’s not a weirdo or a Savile. He doesn’t seem like that.”

“I know, I don’t get that vibe about him either. Your parents will be at Gary and Lizzy’s and mine are going to Ellie and George. We’ll be here all the time, just the four of us. He won’t ever be with the kids on his own.”

“Of course. Sure. Ask him, I think it would be a really nice thing to do. My mum and dad always used to have strangers round for Christmas dinner. I didn’t know who they were, blokes who worked in my dad’s office who were at a loose end, probably just split up from their wives, Roger one year and Derek another, men who I’d never seen before smelling of Blue Stratos, Hamlets and Teacher’s whisky! We were very accepting of waifs and strays.”

“Great, I’ll ask him, no idea if he’ll accept. I get the feeling he’s been on his own so long that he might prefer it like that. Oh, if he accepts, I don’t mean to invite him just to lunch. I have another idea.”

This time Amy couldn’t second guess her husband and it was her turn to laugh when he told her.

“He can be Father Christmas.”

****


The plan is for Steve to meet Nick at The Grapes on Christmas Day at half twelve, have a quick couple and then head back around half one to surprise the kids before lunch.

Steve steps into the Grapes ten minutes after schedule and Nick is there already. Nick is always there already, but today especially. Steve spies Nick sat at his table in the alcove. Nick is sat at his table in the alcove in his Santa Claus outfit, head to toe.

“Hey, happy Christmas” Steve greets a woman whose name he can’t remember, who is married to Jeff who runs the darts team. “Happy Christmas” he says to Darren and Shelley. “Sandeep here yet?” “No, they’re not coming after all.”

He makes his way to the bar, turns to Nick and bids him a Happy Christmas, which is returned in a hearty Brian Blessed manner. “Guinness?”

“No, no thanks, can I have a St Clements please?”

“What’s the matter with you, it’s Christmas. Are you coming down with something?”

“I’m on duty. Your little ‘uns don’t want Father Christmas stinking of booze.”

Steve laughs and tells him that they won’t mind. Santa should smell of cigars and whisky, but Nick won’t hear it. A bitter lemon and orange juice will do him fine. Plenty of time to catch up later in the day.

Steve chats to Darren and Shelley and Pat and Carole and someone called Gary from the HSBC crowd and eventually makes his way to the empty chair at Nick’s table.  “There is something magical about a pub on Christmas Day,” Nick says. “It’s the only day that was better when you could smoke. A day when pubs would be filled with the scent of new perfume, aftershave and slim panatelas. A room full of people in new jumpers, a room full of smiling people, whether they’d had a good year or bad. All forgotten for a couple of hours. Magical. It’s, as they say, the most magical time of the year. I love it. People have been gathering and drinking in pubs on Christmas Day for centuries and nothing will ever stop that. Long after I’m gone, even when you’re gone, new folk come along, people who won’t ever know we existed and they’ll be sat here in whatever garments they’ll be in, probably not knitwear, but they’ll have a drink and a laugh and they’ll be wishing each other a Merry Christmas just as we are. People were doing it long before we were around. I love that link with the past and the future. No one can ever take away the freedom for people to gather at this time of year, to share hospitality, kindness, laughter. It’s as much a given as air or water.”

It’s not the first time that Nick has been quite the philosopher in Steve’s presence. He prompts thoughts in Steve that wouldn’t otherwise have occurred to him. 

Nick has remained teetotal throughout the lunch session whilst Steve has had two ciders and a port and they leave The Grapes at 10 to 2 arriving at chez Joseph at 1.54. The plan is for Nick to remain on the doorstep whilst Steve asks his children to guess who has he met in the pub and who has come back to have Christmas dinner with them.

The kids hazard guesses of Grandad, Nanna, Gary, Lizzy, Ellie, George, Pingu, Paddington, The Teletubbbies, Zog, and Steve Backshall before Saul ponders whether it might be Father Christmas?

“Shall we find out? Let’s call his name – Santa? Santa are you there?”

“Ho ho ho. Have I come to the right house? Is this where Saul and Kirsty live?” And a familiar figure steps into the open doorway to Steve and Amy Joseph’s living room.

The two youngsters’ faces light up, Kirsty screams, fortunately a yelp of delight, rather than horror, and Saul just gasps and stares as the man in red takes a step forward,

“Ho ho ho. Are you two Kirsty and Saul? I’ve heard all about you.”

Like riding a bike, he’s stepped back into the old role like he’s been doing it all his life. Nicholas Saint really is Saint Nicholas.

“Mum, mum, come here, look who’s here. Father Christmas is here.”

“Wow, it’s Father Christmas” she exclaims. “What are you doing here?”

“I met him at the pub…”

“Well, I was thirsty after delivering all those presents to all the boys and girls, so I thought I’d pop to the pub and then I met your dad who told me how good you’ve been this year and so I asked him if I could come to meet you before I go back home.”

And he even has some items left in his sack after his night’s work. “Anyway, I had to come back as I’d forgotten to leave you these.” For Saul, Nick had bought and wrapped a Rupert annual and Kirsty unwrapped a cuddly meerkat dressed in a Santa outfit. He also pulls out a tub of Twiglets (“Don’t know if you like them, but they’re my favourites.” Amy does, Steve doesn’t), a bottle of red wine, four cans of Guinness and another four of Weston’s cider for Steve. “You didn’t need to do that, I’ve got plenty of cider, but thanks anyway. Very kind.” There is also a present for Amy. Wrapped in Disney Christmas wrap like the children’s presents it’s a matching woollen scarf, bobble hat and gloves set in Amy’s favourite shade of purple and pink. Nick’s been observant sat there on his own in the pub down the years.

Throughout the afternoon Nick is bombarded with questions but has an answer for all. Things like do you really visit all boys and girls? Yes, all those who have been good. Everywhere? Even in London? Yes. Even in Florida? Yes. Even in Brazil? Yes. How do you carry them all? They are all in sacks in the sleigh. Do the reindeers get tired? They do eventually, but they take it easy for the rest of the year. They enjoy the journey. Is the sleigh easy to drive? Very easy. It doesn’t need any petrol, but parking on roofs is the hardest bit.

The questions continue throughout the meal. Amy has cooked a salmon pie, as none of them eat meat, including Nick. Crackers are pulled, Santa reads all the jokes then tells them some of his own. Santa listens patiently as each child details all the presents that they’ve unwrapped that morning. Santa even has a couple of glasses of red wine. Steve invites Santa to flame the Christmas pud, which Amy makes every year. It’s her nan’s recipe.

After dinner Nick offers to help Steve with the washing up but his offer is politely refused. Instead, Amy says she has a surprise for him. She revs up the Yamaha and they sang for the next hour, Steve joining them after loading the dishwasher.

Amy played and sang beautifully in Nick’s opinion (not just his opinion, she does). Away in a manger, Once in Royal David’s City, Frosty the Snowman, Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer, God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen (Nick’s favourite), Last Christmas, Simply Having a Wonderful Christmastime, plus a few more. Why, there may even have been the makings of a teardrop in the corner of Mr Saint’s eyelids at one point.

The kids were enthralled and entertained and took it upon themselves to invite him back next year. Santa said he would love to but would have to check with their mum and dad that they continue to behave well next year.

On a couple of occasions Nick confides to Steve that he ought to be going, so that they can have some time to their selves. Steve talks him out of it each time. We’ll get the kids to bed at seven and then we can have a drink.

At ten to seven Saul and Kirsty beg that Santa puts them to bed and reads them a story. At this Nick casts a sly look to Steve and Amy that suggests he’s not entirely comfortable with this just as Amy says that she will read them a story as Santa really has to go now but you’ll be able to see him again next year.

“Yes, my reindeers will be hungry now. I’ve got to get them home. I left them outside the pub.”

Both Saul and Kirsty say their farewells to Santa, thank him again for their presents, and take a hug before Amy sheepdogs them up the wooden hills to Bedfordshire.

Steve wastes no time in cracking open a Guinness and filling Nick’s glass.

“Thanks so much, Nick, that went down a storm. I really appreciate it. You can take the beard off now.”

“Thanks, but I haven’t been Father Christmas for 30 odd years, I’m making the most of it. I might not be him ever again.”

“Oh yes you will. You’ve got the job. We’re booking you next year. Same time, same place.” And they both laugh.

“I’ve loved it. Thank you, the both of you. But they grow up fast. It won’t be long before Saint Nick is no longer required. But I just can’t tell you how much I’ve enjoyed today.”

The whole operation had been a resounding success. Amy and Steve had extended hospitality to a relative stranger and that stranger was now a somebody once more.

Amy comes back and tells Steve that Saul won’t settle, he says he needs to tell him something, but he won’t say what. Steve excuses himself and whilst he’s gone, Nick repeats his gratitude to Amy, who in turn, says pretty much the same as Steve, that it had been an absolute pleasure to have him. It had made their Christmas just as much as it had made Saul and Kirsty’s.

“Well, that makes five of us then, because you’ve really made mine. Thank you. You really don’t know what today has meant to me.” And he raises his glass of Guinness and takes a long sup.

Steve returns with a look of a camper whose sleeping bag zip has just broken.

“What’s up, love. What was it? Is he okay?”

“Ah, some kid at school had been telling him that there’s no such thing as Father Christmas. Bloody five years old. Five.”

“What did you tell him?”

“Well, hang on. He was telling me that that is what someone had told him. This kid had told him that Father Christmas was made up and it was just dads dressed up. And before I could say anything he said, he’d thought this kid was telling the truth, but now he knows he wasn’t, because Santa came here today and he wasn’t me dressed up!”

Amy laughed.

Nick said “There you go. Wise lad you’ve got there.”

Steve continues, “I told him that he should have asked me, that I’d have told him the truth. And then I thought, but do I tell him the truth? I don’t think it sets a good example to, uh, lie to them.”

“But you wouldn’t have been lying. Father Christmas does exist. He’s a somebody. You invited him to Christmas lunch.” And he raises his Guinness once more. “Cheers!”

Wednesday, 16 August 2017

Unconfirmed News from Memphis

Today being 16th August 2017 I thought it apt to post this chapter from 'Taking Candy from a Dog'. Forty years gone, but ELVIS remains the king. TCB. 


1977 hasn’t been as hot as 1976. That would have been impossible. The weather has been tripe, but it hasn’t always been as cold as the day of the Jubilee party.
Betty, Mac and Lee have come up for another visit. We’ve done the usual things; a day out at Seasalter, another at Hythe, visited the skulls at St Leonard’s church, played an England game v Dad and Mac (drew 2-2 with Scotland), interrogated Jack, that sort of thing. Lee and I have played some Subbuteo and Sure Shot Hockey, but no Wimbledon. That was last summer and nowadays punk is more important.
Donna Summer is at number one with I Feel Love. Lee likes disco and punk in equal measure. I only like punk now. Lee’s also got a new saying. He keeps asking me if my wife is a go-er. I haven’t got a clue what he’s talking about, but he keeps asking me.
Hey, guess what? The Sex Pistols have a new single out, it’s called Pretty Vacant. You should hear it, it’s even better than God Save the Queen. However, I didn’t hear this news from Lee. I heard it at school from Steve McNeeney. He heard the song on the radio, as it hasn’t been banned by the BBC, and he told everyone the hot news - the Sex Pistols have got a new single out.
Except Steve McNeeney didn’t tell us it was called Pretty Vacant. Oh no. Steve McNeeney told everyone it was called Shitty Bacon. Shitty Bacon! When we found out what it was really called he had lots of egg all over his face.
Lee and I are at Nan’s house watching the 10 O’clock News. The grown-ups have all gone out. We’re waiting for The Man with X-Ray Eyes to come on, which is a film starring Ray Milland about a man who can see through things.
“Is your wife a go-er, eh, squire? Know what I mean? Nudge-nudge.”
I still haven’t got a clue what he’s going on about.
Lee reminds me about the programme we saw on rabies a couple of years ago. It still hasn’t come over here and none of our family has died yet, but I still don’t trust dogs.
We also talk about the episode that happened this morning. This is what happened.
Lee and I were playing cricket in our garden - TV Celebrities v Rock Stars. Grandad’s garden is no good for cricket. The concrete bird bath can be ignored if you’re playing tennis, but not cricket.
Mum and Dad were laid out on sunbeds at the other end of the lawn. Dad had a can of Colt 45 and an Alistair MacLean novel on the go. Mum was in a C & A bikini. Mum moaned every time we hit the tennis ball too near her. We might play tennis with a shuttlecock, but we play cricket with a tennis ball.
By the way, don’t go getting any mad ideas like my mum no longer shops at Marks & Sparks. It just means that since Chatham got a C&A she now has two shops in which to buy her clothes.
In the garden of next-door-but-one can be found Nan and Grandad, Betty and Mac, Mabel, Kes and Jack.
Grandad is doing some weeding and sieving soil to remove stones. He is obsessive about exterminating stones from his soil.
Nan and Mac are soaking up the sun. Nan, her hair purple rinsed, in navy blue swimsuit and Mac in his work uniform - the one he wears from February to November. Mac sells second-hand cars from a gravelled lot in Portswood, five minutes from their home - Crosswind Motors. On this car lot he spends his days cleaning, polishing, working under the bonnet and generally making his cars as good as new. Mac sells a clean car. Mac sells clean cars dressed in tartan shorts and a pair of tan shoes whilst smoking a Manikin. That’s it; shorts, shoes, cigar-leaf tan and a panatella. He puts a shirt on as it gets a bit chillier, usually around the beginning of November, but it comes off at the first glimpse of sun in February. Mac would have made a good Aztec.
Except the Aztecs didn't have cars.
Betty and Mabel shield themselves from the sun under a large umbrella propped behind their chairs. Betty wears white sandals, white slip dress with navy polka dots. Mabel wears an identical pair of sandals, navy slacks and white blouse with smaller navy dots. Both are white haired. Betty is smoking a Senior Service and Mabel is de-stringing and slicing a bowl of runner beans.
Jack rides his milk float in Womble t-shirt and pale blue shorts. Kes, wearing just her red knickers with hair in bunches, pushes Yoshi Toko & Luke the Sock Monkey around in a pram.
All is quiet as I bowl at Lee, save for my cricket commentary and the distant hum of Mr Hewitt’s lawn mower.
“In comes John Noakes, off of his long run up, looking for his third wicket of the match. He bowls to Jean Jacques Burnell, who pulls it over mid wicket into Eric’s fence for four.”
It’s hot, not like the furnace of last year, but hot enough. In this idyllic setting butterflies are welcomed, bees tolerated and jaspers forbidden.
The first we know of any commotion is when we hear Mum scream, “Mac, you BASTARD!”
She was at first baffled, then twigged that the water falling on her could only have come from one source - and it wasn’t the clouds. She knows it’s not the kids, she knows it’s not me or Lee.
Mac laughed, peering over Grandad’s fence, water pistol in hand. Exactly the reaction he wanted. Dad puts down his book, goes into the kitchen and returns with a saucepan full of water. There is a way of sneaking into Eric Porter’s garden, if you’re stealthy, without being seen. Dad edged closer to the fence. Only Mum, Lee and I could see what he was doing. She carried on calling Mac a bastard and other worse things, Mac carried on laughing that is until Dad crept up and got him with the saucepan of ice cold water. A little water can go a long way. Everyone laughed. Mac said, "Right, you’ve done it now. This is war!"
And things escalated.
Things got out of hand.
Mum fed Dad our hosepipe through the wire mesh that separates the gardens of number 23 and 21. Mac knew what was coming and unravelled the hose that Grandad keeps coiled by the back door of number 25.
Dad and Mac stood face to face across Grandad’s garden fence, each firing a hose pipe at full blast into the other’s face. Two stubborn men, each unable to breathe from the force of the water pounding into their chops, laughing and spluttering. Two men are now being told to stop. Everyone has had their fun. Two men are ignoring all the others. Neither will be the first to give in.
They stopped eventually. Of course they stopped, they wouldn’t still be at it at nightfall, would they? Besides, they’ve all now gone out to the Berni Inn for a meal probably telling Penny and Dave all about it at this very moment.
It was the funniest thing I’ve ever seen; funnier than the Benny Hill Show. Lee and I are still laughing about it now. Lee asks if I saw the water squelching out of Mac’s tan shoes?
Yes, I did.
The news is nearly finished. Lee has opened a new bottle of Coke in anticipation of the film, and poured us a glass each. He lights a new cigarette. He smokes fags that are called Kent. They don’t smell quite as bad as some do. Lee says we should listen to the next bit. They always have a funny story at the end of the news like a skateboarding alligator, a talking gerbil or Evel Knievel jumping over a line of OAPs.
Except tonight Reggie Bosanquet has a different story to finish and it’s not a funny one. He says that, “We have very sad news coming in to us that Elvis Presley, the pop singer, has died at his home in Memphis.”
What? We look at each other in stunned silence. Did he say what I think he said, squire?
Then Reggie picks up the phone that he has on his desk. It’s the first time I’ve ever seen a newsreader use their phone. Five seconds later he replaces the handset and says that the reports concerning the possible death of Presley are as yet unconfirmed. And then he says goodnight.
So he might not be dead after all?
The film is good, really good, but I’m still thinking about Elvis.
What if he is really dead? I don’t know how I’m meant to feel. Two years ago he was my favourite singer and now it’s Johnny Rotten. I’m a punk and punks aren’t allowed to like Elvis, but I do.
He’s the King, for Pete’s sake.

Wednesday, 28 June 2017

The First Night of the MIC Club

First published in 2016 in the NGG fanzine... 



Poster by Syd Matthews
In January 1982 I was still at school half-heartedly studying for A levels, which I would sit in June 1983, with no idea at all what I would do after that. But I was in a band. This was purely by virtue of owning a drum kit. I had only a basic grasp of what I was meant to be doing with it, but it was enough for me to be a member of the Rubberman 12 (pronounced Rubberman Dozen); a trio with my pal John Gawen on bass, plus singer/songwriter/guitarist Mike O’Halloran. 

Mike’s main influences, courtesy of his older brother, were Todd Rundgren, Love, the Velvet Underground, The Jam, Orange Juice, Talking Heads and Joe Jackson. His songs would not have been out of place on the Postcard label; post-punk pop with a funky twang that just fell short of being twee. C-86 before its time, I suppose. The-Beatles-in-Hamburg it was not. John was a big Bunnymen and Bowie fan and I was mad on The Doors, Magazine, Vic Godard, Love, The Fall and Frank Sinatra. However, since that Christmas party, we had each endeavoured to see The Milkshakes and Prisoners as often as possible. 


We had done a few gigs at parties and village halls over the previous year and were looking to start doing proper dates in proper venues. On Sunday 28th February we turned up to watch the Prisoners at the Red Lion in Northfleet. It was one of the rare dates in those days where the Milkshakes were not playing with them as the two bands used to gatecrash each other’s gigs as a readymade double bill. The Prisoners were now no longer a trio, Jamie having joined them a month earlier.

Wednesday, 21 June 2017

The Strange Tale of How I Came to Meet Spike 'I Prefer Jazz' Heatley

Was it Oscar Wilde who once said; "There is only one thing in life worse than having the internet, and that is not having the internet"? Perhaps I'm getting him mixed up with someone else. But, were it not for the internet the following little tale would never have happened and, naturally, you would not be reading it now.

On April 8th last year, my wife Debbie and I celebrated our wedding anniversary with a glass or two of wine in our favourite Hastings wine bar before heading to a nearby pub to see our friend Wendy DJ to a packed crowd of boozy dancers. Wendy introduced us to her friend Merrill, visiting Hastings for the weekend, who said she would soon be moving to the town. After congratulating her on her choice of location we chatted and, as it is the 21st century, became Facebook pals the next day.

The following Saturday I took the trouble to queue for the first time for Record Store Day. The wonderful Soho Scene series of jazz albums was releasing its 1964 edition and I didn't want to miss out on a copy. Disc secured, I headed home to listen to it. It was up to the same high standard of the others in the series, but one track in particular grabbed me. When I say grabbed me, I meant it entranced me; 'Times Two and a Half' by Bill Le Sage & the New Directions in Jazz Unit.

Sunday, 19 April 2015

Happy 80th Birthday, Dudley Moore

Dudley Moore would have been 80 today (19th April). Best known to the masses for his partnership with Peter Cook and his brief stint as a Hollywood A-lister, the comedian, actor, writer and ‘ladies’ man’, his greatest talent was as a pianist and composer. Shamefully overlooked and under-commissioned, I know I'm not the only person to regard him as the finest musician at work in Swingin’ London.

Classically trained via an Oxford scholarship, he entertained the somebodies at Cook’s Establishment Club and the nation via his customary tune or two on ‘Not Only but Also…’ with his jazz trio. If only he’d been given more film work, for his soundtracks for Bedazzled, 30 is a Dangerous Age, Cynthia and Staircase are the works of a maestro and, heck, it’s overused so as to become almost meaningless, but he really was something of a genius.

Here’s my Dudley Moore Top 10

1. Rupert’s Romp –From the 30 is a Dangerous Age film, this piece is not on the soundtrack album, and to the best of my knowledge has never been released in any format. I am obsessed with everything about this 166 second clip – the colour, lighting, camerawork, the interplay between drummer Chris Karan & Dud, Karan’s playing, the customer giving Dud the ‘ok’ seal of approval, the maitre d’ doing a little soft-shoe-shuffle causing the girls to giggle, Dud at his most handsome with a sunshine smile, and of course, his phenomenal playing in the manner of his hero Erroll Garner.


2. Bedazzled –Judging by Dud’s threads and barnet this dates from 2 or 3 years after the film. I can’t think that Barry, Mancini or Bernstein have ever come up with anything better for a film score. The soundtrack contains four arrangements on this theme – Main Title, The Millionaire, Lilian Lust & Cook’s piece de resistance (see No.3). 


3. Bedazzled by Drimble Wedge & the Vegetations –The first post-punk record? Lydon has acknowledged this as an influence on a Pistols’ song (he couldn’t recall which), but its sound is futuristic orchestral psychedelia with Cook’s monotone delivery leaving it sounding like little else until Broadcast came along.

  4. Waterloo –Not dissimilar to my cloth ears to Rupert’s Romp. This track appears on the 1971 Today album, though this clip features bassist Pete McGurk, who tragically committed suicide in June ’68. 

5. Amalgam – The outstanding track from 1969’s imaginatively-named Dudley Moore Trio album. I swear I’ve seen a tv studio clip of this but cannot find it. 

6. Song for Suzy – Got that heavy bass sound and early 70s optimism (where did that go?) not unlike the pop vibe of Blue Mink. Also from the Today album & introduced by Roger Whittaker. Dig!. 

7. The Detective –Truly showing his skill and versatility this is unlike anything else in Dud’s canon and is from the 30 soundtrack. A moody noir orchestration reminiscent of Elmer Bernstein’s great works; Staccato’s Theme and Walk on the Wild Side. Stunning. 

8.The Staircase – From his score for the long-forgotten film, which never got a soundtrack release, (can you hear me Jonny Trunk?) but rescued to close the Today album.Exquisite piece of bachelor pad bossa.  

9. Hello Sailor – Another from 30. This was renamed Morning Walk for the American soundtrack. I love the jaunty sunniness of this. Has a sound not unlike the work Bowie did with the likes of Arthur Greenslade at the time. Is that an ocarina? 

10. Waltz for Suzy or Sooz Blooz, GPO, Italy, Moontime, The Look of Love, Just in Time…How can I pick just one more? Lose yourself on Youtube or pick up a secondhand vinyl. Actually, I can. This disappeared from Youtube for a while, so enjoy it whilst you can. How about this for 24-carat A-List Saturday night entertainment even if Cass doesn't quite seem to 'get' Dud's sense of fun.  

Happy birthday, Dud.